Tuesday, May 26, 2009

CONGRAT'S JASON!!!

So, a buddy of mine at work, Jason, is pursuing his dream. A dream I had waaaa--aaay back when. Good on you man! I always said your talent was being wasted but, you know, it's been put to good use, y'know? It's all been practice til now! GOOD LUCK MAN!

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

I can't breathe

Song Of The Moment

4 years is a long time.

Let's list some highlights from the last 4 years of blogging, shall we?

2005 - left a psychotic & controlling girlfriend; started a new job and moved into a much better apartment
2006 - ex-wife has another child; got promoted at work; continuous fighting with ex-wife
2007 - bought my first truck; picked up a second job; old girlfriend goes out with best friend, I remain single; first truck dies
2008 - yet another promotion at work; get 'new-to-me' 4x4; more fighting with ex-wife; enter a weird 'dark poetry phase'; 3rd xmas in new place alone (new tree though)
2009 -sudden peace with ex-wife; hypochondria begins

Not too sure what the Future will bring, with this track history to go by, but, at least things are moving forward and upward, right?


.....right......?







Ciao

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Once there was a way to get back home

Song Of The Moment

So used to being paranoid. Can't get used to the fact that the war is over. Can't believe the peace & quiet. You would think being a self-proclaimed hermit, I would welcome peace & quiet, eh?
So now, it all gets boring. Nothing to "fight for".... just normal day to day stuff.....

Nope, I was never for "boring".... nerdy maybe. But boring is definitely not an option.

So, clutch may need repair. Ultimately means, I'm a walker for possibly the next week. I'm good with that, the red beast has been pretty good to me lately, given the lack of repair I have put it through.
Got my cable and phone disconnected, of my own free will. More then half a bill gone, right there. Just need minutes on my cell. Already got my TV rigged up through my computer to watch movies or streaming internet (Win!)
Next step, must go to bank and figure out how to either reduce my monthly fees or migrate my account to a PC financial account. Have to figure out how to migrate Ambers RESP to something that is tax deductible as well, before it gets too mature. As well, need to run a credit report, find out what bill is getting my credit frigged up. Then, eliminate it through a finiancial plan. Need a house, damnit!

Well, that's it for now.






Ciao

Sunday, May 03, 2009

I hope you blink before I do

Song Of The Moment

I really don't get it sometimes. We waste years and years, not seeing what's ahead, only focused on the mistakes behind us. Then, it's too late. And we need to walk a different road. We need to be a different person. Same person in a different wrapping.
I don't want to be "saved". No hope for that now, after all these years spent with myself for company. Weird things happen to hermits, haven't they told you? Isolation does messed up shit to people.
I *was* hoping it wouldn't be so lonely. I can handle being alone. Every day I'm alone. Being lonely is a different story all together.

Maybe it's another mistake though. One I haven't seen coming yet.

Maybe I need to see what I cannot.






Ciao