My love is vengeance, that's never free

Song Of The Moment

So the warden let me free
The bars disappeared
And now I walk
Wondering where everything went

So long spent locked up
The air isn't the same out here
And I don't think I can find where I left off
Before being trapped

Maybe this is a mistake?
Because I don't think I can fake this
Being happy is up for debate
So false

Imprinted in my head
Those long years of solitary
Examining what everyone speeds by
Realizing the true meanings

Happiness is not just up for debate
It's up for sale
It's up for rent
It's up for trade

Even if this isn't a mistake, I'm still locked up
Walking free, trapped inside
My sentence continues





Ciao

Just someone to keep my house clean, fix my meals and go away

Song Of The Moment


I'm a chameleon, but that doesn't matter
It has no effect on you, only me
Weeds have started to grow beneath my feet
And I need to shed my skin

I've said this all before
Why won't I listen?
I've said this all before
And I don't remember

It's all so stale and tepid
And my head hurts
From all the redundant thoughts of victory
And the recycling of the old

You've made it this far through the enigma
Why are you still reading? Is it because I am still writing?
I can stop, if you want... it's not finding me and I stopped looking







Ciao

To living lies with no escape, Lord, I would rather be alone.

Song of The Moment

So now we are friends
How did that happen again?
Should I question it and let loose the storm?
Or lie to myself, get stabbed again, only to save myself the hate?

I thought at first it was about comparisons
More then you, less then me
But, in the long run
The scale's weight does not answer "why?"

And I cannot assume this is the same old trick
Because, maybe it isn't
Maybe it's a new trick, something I need to adapt to
Or maybe I'm just paranoid

So what if you use me
Lie to me through all these years words
The only difference between you and everyone else is
I allow it to happen

I allow it because I have no choice
Here, late at night, looking out my snow-covered window
Out at the new years' beginning
Just as alone as the last








Ciao