Sunday, April 11, 2010

I'm tired of living in the dark .. can anyone see me down here?

Song of the Moment

Is it time to vent? Why YES! Yes it IS!

1. You need to chill the F out. I don't want fights from you. I don't want anything from you now, honestly. Maybe one time I did. Maybe one time it was cool to be able to communicate effectively. Maybe one time, long and ever ago, it actually mattered what you thought. Now, I just want you to stop .. all together. Why? Because I know, from experience, that you can do nothing else but "be you" ... always wanting to belittle and demean. So be it. But keep that shit to yourself, got it? I have A-B-S-O-L-U-T-L-E-Y no room for that shit in my Life. We clear?

2. And YOU? You need to understand that I am not part of some "elitist group". I like to have a laugh every now and then, but you don't make me feel good about myself. After hanging with you for a while, it's almost like I need to start writing a list of things I need to make up for, for fuck sakes. Bottom line? Small doses.

3. Let's not forget about YOU either. You need to understand that your Lifestyle is not mine. You are an acquaintance with responsibilities. Stop jerking me around, ok? You want to get it all off your chest? Awesome. Take your best shot at me. I suggest punching me in the temple. It would be ironic to get hit in the head by you, since most everything you do gives me a fucking headache.

4. And finally you. Accept that Time is going by. Stop with the frigging around. Others are going to say shit. Others don't know, ok? You got that? Frig man. Are you going to let others determine how your Life turns out, just by their demeaning words and equally as shitty actions?

I apologize for the foul language. There was honestly no other way to type this.















Ciao