Being selfish is best left for 2 AM. When it's only you and the darkness outside to keep your company. It's been a while. Maybe that has something to do with my weird mood shift. Don't think it's leaving anytime soon either. Not that that will alter history. Just a fact.Trying hard to keep a good poker face these days. Keep the line between here and "there" drawn in bold. Still, I remember the ice cubes in her tea, how my cellphone was called "sleepy" and being wanted. And I wonder why it should even matter? Wasn't the first.... was it the last?
Ahh, that's it then. Worried that this is how it's going to be from now on. I should know better. It could get worse. Best to stop thinking on that and be content in the fact that it hasn't taken a steeper downward drop.
But it's 2 AM, and I don't hear anyone asking me to stop.
Ciao
