A long time ago, I was told I would get hurt. I heard this through the filter of normalcy however. "How could I get hurt? I feel bulletproof!" But, my bulletproof mask wore with Time, and it could not shield me from the pain that came. The pain of ending. It happened again and again, ... over Time.We are all going to feel hurt, just like we all can feel joy. It's the norm of Life. Only the fool does not feel the pain, simple in his innocence, he feels happy that it happened at all. The mourning process is different for the simple. I know I have lived for I have hurt.
I want to be your memory. I want to be that special person until the next special person comes along. I don't want you to remember the hurt. I will. And when our paths divide, sending us to the opposite corners of our Lives, I want you to remember the joy, as I want to.
My New Years resolution. I want to treat each moment spent with anyone like it were the last. To break ties after leaving, cherishing the moment in a way those that hurt can.
Happy New Years to everyone close to my heart right now .. including you, Mister Hugh
Ciao
