And although my eyes were open, they might just as well have been closed.

"Floating through time, like an ageless statue
Moss collecting in the shade and lines running through my brow
Not really here anymore, existing in the Past, unable to create new memories, no matter how hard I try
All there is is silence." - Hugh MacEachern

I want to start this entry with one sentence. I am not gay. I like women.... ALOT! I just have all this frigging baggage. It's bad enough that I can't even pick up the really, REALLY desperate chicks. You know you're messed up when a crack-ho says "Yea, maybe not, ok?"
So, what else? Ok, got a new 4x4. It's like Bigfoot's evil twin! Can't wait til Summer... hell yea. AND, got a nice little promotion at work. Less work, more pay, niii--iiice. Also, my Daughters Grandfather (Poppy) is now on speaking terms with me, after almost 10 years. Why? "Because I want to be your Daddy's friend" :)

Still waiting for her though, wherever she is. I'll always be waiting, til the dust turns to rain.

Ciao