Uninspired and growing tired

Song Of The Moment

3 AM. Completely awake. And you know what? I blame you. If it weren't for you, I'd be sleeping peacefully right now. Why'd you do it? No wait, never mind, fuck it. I don't want to know. I'll never understand ... and thats just fine with me.
Everyone says I'm so "approachable" and "friendly".....always smiling and joking. But not tonight. Nope, no one can stop me from showing what I *REALLY* think tonight. It's just me... me and my broken thoughts. And I think I'd be better off if I never knew you existed. MUCH better off. Where are you right now anyways? Not here, thats for damn sure. Because you (like everyone else) are a liar. You don't even remember, do you? The memory is not as important to you as *I* used to think it was. Well, I guess that means we have something in common, doesn't it?

We both have our ignorance....

And I have every damn right to ignore those memories, because they were lies. Non-consequential. I'd much rather pay attention to the truth of the matter. That it's just me from here on out. "Bitter much?", you may ask. To which I will reply "Fuck you, ass jockey. What have YOU done to make me believe in anything different?"

You know who you are, all of you...... Fuck ya's




Ciao

The star that I can't see

Song Of The Moment

Il verde della natura prima è oro,
la sua tonalità più dura da tenere.
Lei fiore del A. del foglio in anticipo.;
Ma soltanto così un'ora.

Allora il foglio si abbassa per frondeggiare.
Così Eden si è affondato al dolore,
in modo da l'alba va giù al giorno.
Niente oro può rimanere.

Ciao

It ain't a crime to be good to yourself

Song Of The Moment

Working all the time has led me to a discovery. I have enough money but absolutely no time to have fun. I'm thinking soon I'm going to have to say "heck with it" for a night and let 'er all go. No sense in working this hard if I can't play hard too, right?

And thats the neat thing about being me! On the outside, I look like a nerd/geek/bookworm who flinches when talked to. And, to a certain degree, this is right. BUT "let 'er all go"?... and yeah, things happen. Roof bridges are built, beaches are visited late at night sans clothing, closets are hunted out for hiding potential and road trips are made.

Soon.....veeerr--rrrrry soon......

Ciao